Tick tock, tick tock....

I was doing the tick tock, tick tock leading up to the BMB and surgery. I had several days of time in the present, then back to the tick tock, tick, tock of waiting for the results. It sometimes seems I am always in a countdown to some medical issue or the waiting game for results. I dream of not having this cycle at all and am hopeful that after my Seattle trip that there will be more time inbetween.